Love and math is complicated..,

It doesn’t add up?! I don’t understand?! If you say 2+2 is 4 and I say 2+2 is 4 then it sounds to me like we are speaking the same language. If we are speaking the same language and we are agreeing with the total, then why are we both seeing a different answer. Is my four not the same as your “for”? Or is your “too” not the same as my two? Or are you adding and I’m multiplying?

Love and math can be complicated. It doesn’t have to be, but we make it complicated because what we initially see is SHOCKING!! How the heck am I going to conquer that!? Self-doubt and/or self-fulfilling prophecies get in the way.

I’ve been in love two times in my life. Well, maybe three, if infatuation is love then maybe three. It is the best feeling in the world to be in love with someone. To care about another human being and to pour your heart out in your most vulnerable state, is a skirmish I don’t ever regret acting on. Yes. It can be a battle at times, just like those math problems, but in the end so worth the effort. I say this because it only makes a person that much stronger. To express your innermost feelings, needs and desires to someone, only makes you a person of true character. Not too many will cross these lines. Not too many will be that bold. Not too many will take a leap of faith in the name of love.

Many times people will become jaded after their first love. I know because for a very long time in my 20’s I had a wall up. I lived in a bubble. I was mad at the world for what that “mothereffer” did!!! It’s not like that anymore. I can’t erase those experiences, just embrace them and move forward. They are a part of me.

I’ve been working on my stats modules this past week. Stats and I don’t speak the same language. Just like love, I will put my time and effort into this initial shock of “What the heck is this?!” in hopes that in the end we will come to an agreement. Stats will be a part of me. I will love descriptive statistics and get kicked out of Las Vegas!! This is my goal. Together you and I can make it!!

PEACE and GOD BLESS!!